I finally braved "the boys' room" at my school's gym today, aka the area with the barbells. They didn't stare at me like I was an alien, and were pretty cool when I needed help figuring out how to adjust a rack (I don't use all this fancy equipment!). Anyways, I did squats (55 lbs), deadlifts (85), shoulder press (40), and bent-over rows with dumb bells (15 lbs each arm). Also attempted some pull-ups when I walked in (2), and 30-lb kettlebell swings. I started with some light weights, because it's been awhile since I've lifted for real and I just wanted to focus on keeping my form. Of course, I probably didn't, but at least it's a start. I e-mailed Leslie after I finished for some advice, and got a great response super fast. I hope I can make some progress before competition, but even if I don't, I'm just happy I'm lifting again.